Oh my darling, tomorrow signifies our first six months without you here. It hurts now just as much as it hurt then. There is so much I still want to do with you, so many more miles to travel together and much much more to tell you. You left us far far too soon my darling. Forgive yourself hunny, we know how angry you must have been and frustrated I'm sure. I hold on to the wonderful memories we shared with our fantastic family. I will carry on bringing up our babies as we both wanted. I know they make you proud daily as they always have. I will love you forever for the rest of my life. You will always be MY PERSON. Life hurts us all so much without you but we are okay, and we will all continue to make you proud. Until we hold hands again darling, my life, my love. xSAMx